Wow. What a week.
This week has consisted of me holding back so many tears, 400 times a day I could've opened up the flood gates. However, I need to remind myself that it's normal. I'm still adjusting, as is my 3 year old to our new life as a 4 piece.
This week I've been so stressed, it's been jam packed with tears, tantrums, and vaccinations. It has been far from easy. I've tried more than twice to put on a brave face, but I'll admit. I'm pooped.
I've been finding my 3 year old extremely demanding and wanting all of my attention, which I think is because her brother is becoming more sociable. He's wanting to interact more now , and constantly wants me sitting him up and being his support. Which also means that there are 3 wicker baskets full to the brim of washing to be packed away, crumbs to be hoovered and sides to be polished. Which I should be doing tonight whilst my Mum has my daughter. However, I've just demolished an Indian and 2 chocolate desserts and now I'm ready for some sleep. Oh wait, I still have a 3 month old to tend to, so scrap that.
However, in the midst of the stress, I had the most amazing time with my closest pal who had the day off of work. We actually surprised ourselves, instead of her picking up junk food and coming to my house, we texted and agreed on salad, but... she brought some naughty crisp, she wouldn't be my friend if she didn't. We laughed all afternoon, which is so lovely when I've been so uptight.
This week, another positive.. I think my hair loss is starting to slow. Wahoooo, silver lining and all that.
Next week I'll be blogging every day, I'm setting myself a challenge. I'll be blogging about 5 topics each day. Eyes peeled if you want to mooch, if not then ... don't keep your eyes peeled. Sorry, the humour is so not here tonight.
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